Hello brother Good Logic and sister Amra,
Hahhaha, I don't carry guns only love and wisdom,
My wisdom tells me that why would a person beautify himself if it attracts in unnecessary attention from the other gender.
Fx, God gave me what people would say attractive body and face, however by seeing how much in every attention I get, like for example I was with my friends once in a restaraunt eating pizza and there was a couple sitting to the next table from us. I guess they had a date or something of this sorts because they looked really intimate while holding their hands on the table and stuff.
So I noticed that this girl who was on a date with that guy was noticeably staring at me from time to time. Of course Me knowing they truth, I did not play along to my animalistic instincts. However, it was so noticeable that the guy who she was holding hands with stood up and came to our table and calling me out for flirting with his girlfriend. For the bottom of my heart do I say to you I did not even intentiallh look at her, but I guess it is always the men who get the blame for this stuff in where I live. So to keep it short, I did not want to tell Him that it is His girlfriend who lacks self control and not me, but I did not want to interfere in their private relationship so I just asked ignored everything He was saying. Because how could I take this man seriously when he was clearly under the influence of a strong delusional feeling, jealousy.
After this incident and a few others, I understood that my beauty is a burden and a very big test for me. Since the beginning of early 2016's , I shave my head bald and wear unfitting/baggy clothes to not over beautify myself and show off my bodily to spread delusion.
In other words why spread corruption in the world?
