Quote from: JavaLatte on July 05, 2016, 06:24:43 PM
P.S. Never I saw people who remind me of the true believers described in the Qur'an, not even on this forum.
After consideration, I decide to abrogate the above statement I ever made/wrote in this thread. I want to abrogate it because of some reasons, among others:
1) Yesterday, I got criticism from someone who seemed to have objection with my statement above, and what this person given to me (the constructive criticism) made me rethink/review what I wrote above.
This person have raised my awareness that I need to fix the wrong thing I did/wrote. And I also think that I should apologize to anyone I might have hurt (became displeased) because of my statement.
Thus, in this post, I want to apologize to this person (who reminded/advised/criticized me) and I also want to apologize to the other members and to the other people who felt/feel unpleasant (or angry or upset or offended or any kind of inconvenience) because of what I wrote on that post. I think I've made careless statement that has possibility to hurt/offend the people who have faith in Allah, and for that, I am very sorry. I suppose that if they feel offended because of that statement, then it means they have wish/desire to be the believer - I think that's a good wish.
2) The same person mentioned Kassim Ahmad and pointed him (Kassim Ahmad) as believer, and after that reminding, I agree with this person that Kassim Ahmad is a believer. And if I'm not mistaken, this person also mentioned other names, and perhaps this person might be right that they're also believers.
3) Also yesterday, I remembered about a brother who started this thread:
http://free-minds.org/forum/index.php?topic=9606247.msg347433#msg347433And I became remember that I like his devotion in following the Qur'an. Anyway, around the time when this brother had discussion on this thread, it seemed I (myself) didn't pay good/enough attention on what he wrote, I suppose I was still not aware of his perseverance in following the Qur'an. But today, I think he seems to be a believer (if he really practices what he wrote). I think his seriousness in following Qur'an is a good example for us.
When I made the statement (that I want to abrogate), I did not even refer myself as believer. Even until now, I don't see myself as a believer. I see myself as someone who's hoping to be included as muslims. I hope at least I can be counted as muslim, because for me, being a true muslim already not easy, thus being a true believer seems out of my target. I think I don't have enough courage and diligence to be categorized as believer, if compared to the believers I know from the Qur'an, then I am someone who's coward and lazy if compared to them.
However, I am disappointed that I cannot sense the clear signs of the believers existence in this forum. I don't see what is mentioned on verse
9:71 appears on this forum. I think the believers supposed to be allies for one another, meanwhile I don't see the real cooperation/alliance on this forum, I suppose most people here (including me) tend to focus on their own need/inclination. We don't seem to have something (e.g. a real goal) to strive together in a cooperative manner, something that can unite us and make us really like allies. But, maybe I'm also wrong in this, perhaps there's actually something that people here cooperate to support together.
Perhaps I have too ideal standard to define the believer - and maybe I also need to review my standard in defining the believer.
I have hope that there are still true believers in this world. If there are members here who sincerely hope to be true believers then may Allah help and guide them to be true believers and may He place them among the believers.
And to someone who reminded/advised/criticized me, I want to say thank you.

Thank you for caring, I've learned valuable things because of your "insistences" (I think I can call those as encouragements from you), thank you very much. May Allah reward you with abundant goodness in this life and in the hereafter.
Peace.