Quote from: JavaLatte on October 12, 2015, 07:37:36 AM
@ Timotheus
May I know how you could finally get away from it?
I mean, how you "clean up" from them. Was that difficult?
Praise be to God, it was nothing i could do, but God saved me from it. I honestly can say i did anything, but turned to God because i was Fearfull and believed that people were going to kill me for leaving their magic cult. after stumbles and hickups God guided me to the right path. I spent 5 and a half months in prison after i turned my back on The cult. Previously the Police were letting me get away with everything and anything because they are all corrupt and part of the cult. It sounds like a deluded conspiracy but its real. well.. a real deluded conspiracy haha
The time in prison was good, all i had was The Quran, so i just kept reading it, every day and night and I started to understand it.
It was and Is hard, I was so much in satans pocket that its been a long journey, However once i learnt some Quran, and to seek refuge in God that helped alot, at first i used to recite the last two surahs, because it gave me a bit of security, gradualy God just seemed to guide me and show me how Satan had decieved me, and that God was actualy in charge.
In terms of How to clean up.. many many times with my face on the ground crying and begging God to save me, to purify me and to help me, the more i trusted the more he did answer my prayers, showed me his signs and helped me. But to be honest i still wonder at how i was saved from it all, realy all credit is to God, it was nothing i could have done, but God has been good to me and realy its a miracle the way i see it.