Peace to all!
I do not know why I'm writing this here, but I need support!
I converted to Islam three years ago, but this was Sunni Islam ...
I then realized that much right in this religion, but some things I was embarrassed ...
such as the headscarf, for example)
Then I began to learn more, read ...
thank God, found sites like this!
but that's the main problem ..
from time to time, I started very tormenting conscience begin laceration ...
I feel like a traitor to my people, a traitor to my traditional faith - Orthodox Christianity ...
I feel drawn to it, my culture, because I love it!
for me it is the most familiar and dear ...
but at the same time I understand that I could never believe in the Trinity, the saints, pray to them, believe to all priests ...
sometimes I want to go back to Orthodoxy! and want it very much!
even begin to think: I do not believe, but I'll be loyal to the people and traditional religion, and will wear a cross, as all my ancestors!
just want to ask you ... do you feel like sometimes? ..