Salaaman Alen,
Why depression??? You are believer brother, you have to believe in Allah strongly, there should not be any depression thing comes to you... Kill the depression
I know you can do that as you are
and take help from Allah
look at 2:45
And
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Mohammed M. Khan
Hello.
Yes, you're right, for the past few weeks or maybe just days, I'v ebeen thinking a lot about this feeling or whatever it is and I've come to a conclusion that maybe I'm not depressed, maybe I just wanna hide from the reality. Reality is this: I should be happy - and I am - where I am. I have things that some people don't.
You're right.
I'm not depressed.
Thanks for the support, brother.
I live in UK now, I live in a country where I pray in the park the way I see it in The Qur'an and no one is allowed to bother me, let alone harm me. Glory be to God, SubhanAllah, Slava Bogu.
Thanks for the support, brother, God Bless you all.
Peace.